dates under the moon~~

OK, ya, writing in english, is for u....
i hope that u have listened to the song i posted at facebook,
i really very confuse with myself,
i dunno what should i do actually,
i should believe my feeling or wat,
and wat's my feeling??
dunno what happens sometimes can very sure my feeling with him,
and dunno what happens sometimes can make me very confuse with that feeling,
i need a future!! but dunno why suddenly i feel that i can live better alone rather than with him,
i know very hurt and cruel to say this, but for this moment,
i believe u also feel that actually my life can be better also even without him,
i know u will raise up your both hands and even legs to support me,
but sometimes i really got problem to let go,
still the feeling there,
i confuse...

dates under the moon,,
honestly to tell u that actually i got think about totally concentrate on him,
and let u go and dun wan to see the moon at all,
but tis moment i feel like i want to hug the moon!!!
i want the moon,
but honestly again,
i dunno when i will swing and swift,
dunno when hate the moon,
dunno when dun wan the sun and
dunno when i will do something weird,
dunno when i will escape,
sometimes enjoy with the moon, sometimes scare with the moon,
sometimes sure like the sun, sometimes i dislike.

i juzt hopefully that u will understand that actually,
i am not playing fool with u or i purposely make u feel bad,
actually is my mood swing prob,
myself so complicated,
complicated and keep changing,
tat;s y i keep treat u with different mood.
haizl.....
i wish u happy, then i will really happy,
i am not purposely make u unhappy de,
and i hate u unhappy!
because i have to use a lot of energy to ,make u happy back.
please pity me la, happy more ok,.
very tired ok,....
i am not angry or blame u,
juz another method to make u always happy.ok.

for tis moment i choose to drag.............
til i know what should i do.
plz accompany me go til the end,
my fren~~
stil cannot life without u
frenship forever,, since tis is the way that can last longer and even forever...
agree with me??