stressful!!!

stress! really stress!!
i very stressful!!
exam is coming soon or can say just around the corner,
but me here still wasting time, not doing anything,
not motivated to do anything to rectify the situation,
i am damn fucking suck ok,
why i still wasting my precious time doing nothing??
since i got my ambition now, should i go ahead
and go go go and get my flying color result?
i should!!!
i should!!!
i know that, but,,,
what am i doing now totally opposite to what i suppose to do...
motivation!!!
dun lazy plz
LAZY KILL YOURSELF!!!!

dates under the moon~~

OK, ya, writing in english, is for u....
i hope that u have listened to the song i posted at facebook,
i really very confuse with myself,
i dunno what should i do actually,
i should believe my feeling or wat,
and wat's my feeling??
dunno what happens sometimes can very sure my feeling with him,
and dunno what happens sometimes can make me very confuse with that feeling,
i need a future!! but dunno why suddenly i feel that i can live better alone rather than with him,
i know very hurt and cruel to say this, but for this moment,
i believe u also feel that actually my life can be better also even without him,
i know u will raise up your both hands and even legs to support me,
but sometimes i really got problem to let go,
still the feeling there,
i confuse...

dates under the moon,,
honestly to tell u that actually i got think about totally concentrate on him,
and let u go and dun wan to see the moon at all,
but tis moment i feel like i want to hug the moon!!!
i want the moon,
but honestly again,
i dunno when i will swing and swift,
dunno when hate the moon,
dunno when dun wan the sun and
dunno when i will do something weird,
dunno when i will escape,
sometimes enjoy with the moon, sometimes scare with the moon,
sometimes sure like the sun, sometimes i dislike.

i juzt hopefully that u will understand that actually,
i am not playing fool with u or i purposely make u feel bad,
actually is my mood swing prob,
myself so complicated,
complicated and keep changing,
tat;s y i keep treat u with different mood.
haizl.....
i wish u happy, then i will really happy,
i am not purposely make u unhappy de,
and i hate u unhappy!
because i have to use a lot of energy to ,make u happy back.
please pity me la, happy more ok,.
very tired ok,....
i am not angry or blame u,
juz another method to make u always happy.ok.

for tis moment i choose to drag.............
til i know what should i do.
plz accompany me go til the end,
my fren~~
stil cannot life without u
frenship forever,, since tis is the way that can last longer and even forever...
agree with me??

你是我的幸福吗

总是相信有更好的,
会在前方,
就不顾一切的飘洋过海去,
用尽一生寻找
倦了累了渴望拥抱,
却找不到,
才忽然想起你还在我身后,
静静等着我,给我依靠
你是我的幸福吗?
为何幸福让人如此忧郁,
爱情渐渐模糊,
你的付出,
我总不够清楚,
你是我的幸福吗?
为何幸福让人变得忧郁,
我爱你不再怀疑,
只想对你说,我愿意..
总是相信有更好的,
会在前方,就不顾一切的飘洋过海去,
用尽一生寻找
倦了累了渴望拥抱,
却找不到,
才忽然想起你还在我身后,
静静等着我,给我依靠
你是我的幸福吗?
为何幸福让人如此忧郁,
爱情渐渐模糊,
你的付出,
我总不够清楚,
你是我的幸福吗?
为何幸福让人变得忧郁,
我爱你不再怀疑,
只想对你说,我愿意..
你是我的幸福吗?
为何幸福让人如此忧郁,
爱情渐渐模糊,
你的付出,
我总不够清楚,
你是我的幸福吗?
为何幸福让人变得忧郁,
我爱你不再怀疑,
只想对你说,我愿意

想要离开

我想要离开这个地方。。。。
不是因为我不喜欢，也不是因为不开心，
而是，，
很累，很厌倦，
我想突破。。。。
我想离开，
是逃避吗？不会是。
我确定吗？不确定。
只想来个转变，
变变变！！！
离开

适合与不适合

其实，我们到底适合对方吗？
我并不知道。。。
埋怨多余甜蜜。。。
请问适合吗？
应该用什么心态去面对呢？
能拖就拖，等时间到，
还是干脆利落点？
其实，有问题吗？
什么问题？
说不出。。。
那就是没有问题？
不，问题是存在的。。。
但不是现在想的时候，
果实还没成熟，
你并不知道果实能吃没有。。。
耐心等待。。。
等待果实成熟///
等。。。

两个人分手后多年，在一个城市不期而遇。

男问：“你好吗? ”

女答： “好。”

男问：“他好吗? ”

女答：“好。”

女问：“你好吗? ”

男答： “好。”

女问：“她好吗? ”

男答：“她刚才告诉我她很好。”

不开心！！！！！！

我不知道自己在执着什么！！！！
我需要的只是放，就是放，
放！！！！！！！
不要捉着不属于你的！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！